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Sunday, December 25, 2005


Was thinking about a really serious question.
I decided that the answer shall be NO.(:
Hope I wont regret it.
Yeah.

Anyways,
I need help in all the things that I'm doing now.
I think I suck
ARGH.

I'm hopeless. Useless.
Argh

I suck.

What's with this o' fucking world?
It's just like some bloody hell?
argh. Always suffering in pain.
I dont want to act anymore.
I just want to be the o' depressed me.
Why must I always laugh and joke and amuse people.
When I'm down myself.
People says that I'm happy.
I may looked like.
But I never really am.
Maybe once or twice.):
I dont want to be the damn clown anymore.
CAN I NOT BE?
FUCK.
ARGH

How I wish I'm fucking quiet like lynette(PL Netball Junior) or Kang Jing.
Then maybe I wont feel so depressed.
ARGh.

I SERIOUSLY SUCK..

I need God but I cant help myself from saying all the f words.
Ill try.
ARGH.
*DAMN. I'm playing golf again
I think I'm drifting away from God.)):
ARGH.
Ill just admit it. I suck
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

*Suffering from damn depression.

It's time for me to start acting again.

DAMN.):


6:32 PM